My Story: Awakening Memories: May 1992

Some Thinking Time

I didn’t do too much tonight. I went to the Blue Velvet for a couple of drinks pondering on what I’m gonna do about these flippin jerks at work. Two nights in a row I was a victim to these guys. It’s not fun when jerks show you off in front of large crowds of people. I’m beginning to regret this open mic seeker position. So, yeah… I just spent a little bit of time at the Blue Velvet sipping on some good old cough syrup and then went to the park and sat their alone for a while thinking and pondering. Now, I’m just sitting outside on my deck. I’m probably just gonna go crash soon. Tomorrow is a new month…

Just sitting at the park thinking and pondering about today and what I am going to about these hecklers at work.

Just outside right now sitting on my deck.

I'm a Victim yet Again...

Really, another night of having to deal with this rubbish… Again, I was doing a live performance only to get the backlash of another heckler. It seems that I am a victim to these types of jerks these days. Just like the other night, I tried to reverse the embarrassment, but I froze up and looked like a fool in front of the crowd. I’m gonna have to figure out how to deal with these flippin jerks.

A Great Jog and Some Violin Practice

I got some pretty damn good exercise today! I jogged to the park and continued for a little while longer. If I keep this up I will end up losing all that weight I gained from being so flippin lazy over the last few months. I also brought my violin with me. It was a beautiful day out, so I figured I would impress the folks at park with my awful violin skill, hehe. Surprisingly, there was one dude, this Travis guy, who actually enjoyed my performance. I thanked him for compliments. We chilled for a bit, and then I went to grab some dinner. There was garbage spilled everywhere where I was eating. There too many damn punks in this neighborhood. Well, it’s time to head off to work, last shift of this month!

Jogging at the park!

I decided to take a quick break and relax at a picnic table.

Practicing my violin skills!

Chatting with Travis, the guy who watched my performance.

Just finished eating dinner and watching Travis picking up all the garbage that was spilt all over the place.

Finishing up the Tilapia and Going for a Jog

Well, I got up pretty early today. It's about 10am right now, so this leaves me some time to get some exercise before I go to work. I think I am going to go for another jog to the park after I finish eating this left over tilapia fish I cooked when Genevieve came over last month. I stored some in the freezer, and I am just finishing the last bit now. It's not bad tasting, but it could be better.

Me and Genevieve are Growing Closer

Me and Genevieve are really getting close. We are practically best friends, and I feel that there are a little more feelings involved as well. The way she keeps flirting with me, how we get a long so well, and how we have so much fun spending time together.

I went to the Rattlesnake shortly after my horrible evening at work, and Genevieve was already there. So, I grabbed a drink and joined her. She already had a few drinks in her. We were talking and laughing. She gave me pretty good playful jab to the shoulder, but of course I pretended it didn’t hurt, hehe.

Afterwards, we did some grooving together and got into a wild conversation about romance. I told her my romantic life has been dead since the stone ages, hehe, kind of on defrost mode. She laughed and replied with the same thing. She hasn’t been into romance for a while either.

After all the dancing we hugged. It felt so warm and good. It left me with a strong warm fuzzy feeling. I liked it! We also took another picture together, one more for the memories!

Well, I am going to pass out soon. Gotta try and get up earlier tomorrow. I hate rushing before work.

A nice warm hug from Genevieve!

Me and Genevieve taking a photo together.

Beat Down by a Heckler

Damn it... what a crappy shift at work tonight. I was up for another live performance this evening and another bloody heckler totally showed me off in front of a decent size crowd of people. I tried so hard to rebuttal him and change the tides, but he was just to damn good and I made myself look even worst by trying to defend myself... I am definitely going to need a few drinks after a horrible evening like this.

Rotten Food and Dead Plants

Well, I managed to get a little bit of cleaning done before I head off to work. I had rotten food in the fridge for who knows how long. I also got rid of some dead plants that were stinking up my yard. Who would have ever imagined that taking care of your house and keeping things clean would be so damn difficult...

Got up Late with a Paining Stomach

Man, I had such a great time last night, but damn I slept in and my stomach hurts from hunger. I only have a couple of hours until I leave for work, I decided not to skip after all. It stinks in here. I have been falling behind on my cleanliness again. I really need to hire a maid. I'm stuck eating another hot dog again. I am getting sick of hot dogs...

We are Brothers

Weeehaaaw!!!! Heck ya, I feel young again! What a friggin good night. Hehe, booze always makes everything that much more better! Me and Stephon were trying to outdo each other on who can drink more.

Damn, we both got pretty messed up. I was trying to bloody tell him the story of how a toy pirate sword slashed my head and left me with a scar, but I ended up falling off the stool, hehe. It's definitely spinning in here. I guess Stephon and I are brothers now, good times!

I also found out that girl, Renee, I keep bumping into is actually a bartender. Everyone has left the Blue Velvet now and I'm just having a drink chatting it up with her right now. She's a pretty cute girl. Damn, it's scary to think that I have to go to work today... Blah! Maybe it's time to skip another day!